Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden pain bloomed behind my one eye. Then came quick jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition typically begin with severe pain around a single eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with sudden, excruciating agony around one eye that peaks within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the failure to plan life around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The first description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical medical texts suggest unusual treatments for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery which delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such advances, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor guided me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.
National guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with occasional episodes are managed with acute treatment only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a